KOINOPHOBIA-FEAR OF LIVING AN ORDINARY LIFE

Every morning ,I wake up to the calender on my wall that has my list of duties for the day. Its the same thing every day. Wake.College.Sleep. Repeat.

I have this long walk to my bus stop and I always am haunted by a voice that urges me to run and just keep running . A voice that tells me to try something new , to not follow the same mindless routine imposed on me.

I've come to this state where I literally search everywhere for an opportunity to do something different and its destroying me from the inside to be wrapped up in this lonely mindless place where the air is stale from the same boring dreams and fake pillars. 

Its the same faces and the same people everywhere. And its slowly eating me from the inside and making me a marionette.